Always best to explain how one got to the point where you find yourself now…
As a kid there was a sensation of being more than what others expected of me. A feeling of greatness was experienced yet it never revealed itself. I always pledged myself to God as I was brought up with a Christian education. It mostly always felt like my path was blessed and good fortune stayed with me thru the good times and the bad. There was a drive to gain more knowledge, what knowledge exactly was unclear but the drive was strong. After completing school there was a drive to get to know myself. Movies were a motivator in formulating questions about who and what I am and capable of. The Matrix, Powder and Phenomenon are some examples. Remote Viewing also attracted my attention and a success rate high enough to further push my quriousity was achieved. Investigation into using 7 quartz crystals also took place with little reward. Much later in life exposure to AMORC (the Rosicrucians) yielded tremendous knowledge and understanding closer to the knowledge I had yearned for. Meditation spawned from the experience and took a life of its own. The necessity to have AMORC assist in my growth was no longer necessary. From this point things went to another level. Interaction with spirit side (entities) started and another type of education began. Spirit guides became a norm. I was also lucky enough to have interaction with another human who was more knowledgeable than myself. It was great to exchange ideas and to receive some guidance and translation of dreams and experiences. I received beautiful Tarot cards as a gift and learning to read them was another big adventure. Imagine a deck full of personalities relaying information to you about a personal, events or general notion! The latest adventure is the study of Reiki.
And here we are!
Please remember! We are all unique. We all have different experiences. We all have different skill sets. We all describe concepts in our unique way. My experiences and path will most likely not match yours. Be yourself and find your own path using your own approach.
Lastly. Experiences on the highest levels can’t be explained, can’t be described. The ONLY way to have any comprehension of another’s attempt to describe these matters is to have some experiences of your own.
Light, Life and Love of the God of my heart be with you all!